I have a confession to make.

Breed · 05-16-2006, 08:11 AM

I've spent a while trying to be accepted here, and I feel I need to tell you guys the truth.

I am not really "Tom Breed," and I haven't even told my closest board-friends the truth, until they read this post.

I've been a board member for a number of years (longer than it says under my avatar), but I was labelled some things by 3dmmers that I later had to deal with myself. I left here after getting myself banned and for some reason the board's members taunting me was something I could not get out of my head. I had a nervous breakdown (not just from that but from other things in my life) and my parents checked me into an institution after two suicide attempts. I saw a psychiatrist every few days and they gave me some anti-depressants and I have never felt better than these past two years because of them.

I attempted to get my life back on track by going to school and pursuing a career in acting and music to satisfy my creative side, and I made a few appearances in some movies and shows (really minor ones, nothing notable) but my music career never really went anywhere.

During all of this I learned a lot about myself, about the world, and how I sometimes made people feel uncomfortable just by what I thought was my mere EXISTENCE. I figured out that was just my insecurities taking advantage of me and I have been trying to control them ever since, improving myself as a person, and hopefully its shown to you guys.

So about two years ago I decided to come back and start anew. I registered a new name, Tom Breed (actually three but I'll get to that in a second) and my first attempt to make you guys laugh failed. But I decided that this board (for whatever reason, I suppose it could be it led to my depression which led to my anti-depressant medication which led to my eventual happiness) I decided this board meant too much to me to give up. I stuck around, made a few movies and a few friends, and its been about two years since then.

During the beginning of Tom Breed I also registered as Con Stiletta. I kind of used this name as an experiment with you guys to see what you didn't like. Well, we all know how that turned out.

THEN, I registered as another name, this was my experiment to get on your guys' good sides.

With this name I was eventually found out by certain SLEUTHS in the community and I exposed myself eventually, in a fashion you had all seemed accustomed to see me act in.

I eventually came back on my ORIGINAL name but people were too creeped out by it, so I ditched it and since stuck with this one.

But during this time I realized that, well, I don't need you guys. At all. I had some fun with my board-friends and making some movies but I don't need this. You all suck. You may have led me to my eventual happiness, but in the long run you'll be worse for me than anything else. You'll just be a catalyst for another breakdown.

So, I'm leaving.

May you all rot in hell.

Love Tony.

Damage Jackal · 05-16-2006, 08:16 AM

what the shit

Michael Sandford · 05-16-2006, 08:20 AM

he's not serious is he?

Damage Jackal · 05-16-2006, 08:21 AM

The only way you could know that is if YOU'RE Tony!

Destra · 05-16-2006, 08:21 AM

Kim Turley · 05-16-2006, 08:24 AM

hahaha it's been Tony all this time?!?!

Damage Jackal · 05-16-2006, 08:26 AM

Seems that way.

Crazy Ivan · 05-16-2006, 08:26 AM

Tom Breed = My new favorite person here

The Chinese Jew · 05-16-2006, 08:38 AM

3dmm.com is interesting again!

Lowgain · 05-16-2006, 08:54 AM

Kale Monster · 05-16-2006, 09:15 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tom Breed

But during this time I realized that, well, I don't need you guys. At all. I had some fun with my board-friends and making some movies but I don't need this. You all suck. You may have led me to my eventual happiness, but in the long run you'll be worse for me than anything else. You'll just be a catalyst for another breakdown.

So, I'm leaving.

May you all rot in hell.

Love Tony.

Haha if this is true then youre still pretty fucked up man ! the fact that you still dwell over internet things and went so far as to impersonate someone else is screwed up beyond belief
heres to hoping you have another more successful suicide attempt (: (:

:*

Kale Monster · 05-16-2006, 09:18 AM

ps medicated happiness ≠ real happiness

Lord Trasher · 05-16-2006, 09:24 AM

i have a confession too

i'm typing this from some tall grass in the desert

James McCloud · 05-16-2006, 09:26 AM

Aw man, that was pretty good read, especially the tension building at the end, I was like "whoa, I didn't expect that!".

Good work Tom Breed, good work.

Lord Trasher · 05-16-2006, 09:27 AM

also i'm crossbred with a parachute

James McCloud · 05-16-2006, 09:30 AM

:O

p.s. You should've done this in the form of an AIM log. It would've been much funnier.

Simon Sav · 05-16-2006, 10:17 AM

wtf that story is too good to make up

Andres · 05-16-2006, 10:26 AM

I have to assume everyone's replies here are tongue-in-cheek, because clearly this isn't Tony Teulan.

Melrose Let Down · 05-16-2006, 10:51 AM

Tony Teulan could never blend in. Every time he has tried, we spot him after like 4 posts.

James McCloud · 05-16-2006, 11:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Simon Sav

wtf that story is too good to make up

WOW, YOU'RE RIGHT. ACADEMY AWARDS HERE WE COME.

Simon Sav · 05-16-2006, 11:36 AM

Brossy · 05-16-2006, 11:51 AM

Also, 3dmm gameshow, there's no way Tony could of made that.

Kevitus · 05-16-2006, 12:11 PM

what tha...? he cant be serious

Pirate Balloon · 05-16-2006, 12:28 PM

He quite CLEARLY isnt.

Apfigur · 05-16-2006, 01:31 PM

No freakin' way.

05-16-2006, 08:11 AM	#1
Breed Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2004 Posts: 7,768	I have a confession to make. I've spent a while trying to be accepted here, and I feel I need to tell you guys the truth. I am not really "Tom Breed," and I haven't even told my closest board-friends the truth, until they read this post. I've been a board member for a number of years (longer than it says under my avatar), but I was labelled some things by 3dmmers that I later had to deal with myself. I left here after getting myself banned and for some reason the board's members taunting me was something I could not get out of my head. I had a nervous breakdown (not just from that but from other things in my life) and my parents checked me into an institution after two suicide attempts. I saw a psychiatrist every few days and they gave me some anti-depressants and I have never felt better than these past two years because of them. I attempted to get my life back on track by going to school and pursuing a career in acting and music to satisfy my creative side, and I made a few appearances in some movies and shows (really minor ones, nothing notable) but my music career never really went anywhere. During all of this I learned a lot about myself, about the world, and how I sometimes made people feel uncomfortable just by what I thought was my mere EXISTENCE. I figured out that was just my insecurities taking advantage of me and I have been trying to control them ever since, improving myself as a person, and hopefully its shown to you guys. So about two years ago I decided to come back and start anew. I registered a new name, Tom Breed (actually three but I'll get to that in a second) and my first attempt to make you guys laugh failed. But I decided that this board (for whatever reason, I suppose it could be it led to my depression which led to my anti-depressant medication which led to my eventual happiness) I decided this board meant too much to me to give up. I stuck around, made a few movies and a few friends, and its been about two years since then. During the beginning of Tom Breed I also registered as Con Stiletta. I kind of used this name as an experiment with you guys to see what you didn't like. Well, we all know how that turned out. THEN, I registered as another name, this was my experiment to get on your guys' good sides. With this name I was eventually found out by certain SLEUTHS in the community and I exposed myself eventually, in a fashion you had all seemed accustomed to see me act in. I eventually came back on my ORIGINAL name but people were too creeped out by it, so I ditched it and since stuck with this one. But during this time I realized that, well, I don't need you guys. At all. I had some fun with my board-friends and making some movies but I don't need this. You all suck. You may have led me to my eventual happiness, but in the long run you'll be worse for me than anything else. You'll just be a catalyst for another breakdown. So, I'm leaving. May you all rot in hell. Love Tony.
Breed Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2004 Posts: 7,768

05-16-2006, 08:20 AM	#3
Michael Sandford Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 919	he's not serious is he?
Michael Sandford Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 919

05-16-2006, 08:21 AM	#5
Destra Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 3,594	j
Destra Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 3,594

05-16-2006, 08:54 AM	#10
Lowgain Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2002 Posts: 9,288	ZING
Lowgain Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2002 Posts: 9,288

05-16-2006, 10:17 AM	#17
Simon Sav Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 369	wtf that story is too good to make up
Simon Sav Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 369

05-16-2006, 08:16 AM	#2
Damage Jackal Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 18,523	what the shit

05-16-2006, 08:24 AM	#6
Kim Turley Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 5,497	hahaha it's been Tony all this time?!?!

05-16-2006, 08:26 AM	#7
Damage Jackal Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 18,523	Seems that way.

05-16-2006, 08:26 AM	#8
Crazy Ivan Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 9,462	Tom Breed = My new favorite person here

05-16-2006, 08:38 AM	#9
The Chinese Jew Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 14,225	3dmm.com is interesting again!

05-16-2006, 09:18 AM	#12
Kale Monster Senior Member Join Date: May 2002 Posts: 6,908	ps medicated happiness ≠ real happiness

05-16-2006, 09:24 AM	#13
Lord Trasher Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 4,739	i have a confession too i'm typing this from some tall grass in the desert

05-16-2006, 09:26 AM	#14
James McCloud Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Posts: 4,214	Aw man, that was pretty good read, especially the tension building at the end, I was like "whoa, I didn't expect that!". Good work Tom Breed, good work.

05-16-2006, 09:27 AM	#15
Lord Trasher Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 4,739	also i'm crossbred with a parachute

05-16-2006, 09:30 AM	#16
James McCloud Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Posts: 4,214	:O p.s. You should've done this in the form of an AIM log. It would've been much funnier.

05-16-2006, 10:26 AM	#18
Andres Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 17,797	I have to assume everyone's replies here are tongue-in-cheek, because clearly this isn't Tony Teulan.
Andres Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 17,797

05-16-2006, 10:51 AM	#19
Melrose Let Down Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 10,566	Tony Teulan could never blend in. Every time he has tried, we spot him after like 4 posts.

05-16-2006, 11:36 AM	#21
Simon Sav Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 369	yay!
Simon Sav Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Posts: 369

05-16-2006, 11:51 AM	#22
Brossy Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 3,376	Also, 3dmm gameshow, there's no way Tony could of made that.
Brossy Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 3,376

05-16-2006, 12:11 PM	#23
Kevitus Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 4,542	what tha...? he cant be serious
Kevitus Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 4,542

05-16-2006, 12:28 PM	#24
Pirate Balloon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 7,911	He quite CLEARLY isnt.

05-16-2006, 01:31 PM	#25
Apfigur Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 5,355	No freakin' way.
Apfigur Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 5,355