The Letter I Wrote To The Girl! ::right Here::

[Matt McGowan]

yeah, i finally gave it to her

heres what it said

Dear Mary,
I'm writing this letter to tell you something that’s been bugging me and stressing me for three years. Not exactly three years, but very close to it. It's you mary. I never knew what I would do about it until I came up with writing a letter to you. I can not get you off of my mind. I don’t think I've gone a day without thinking about you. I've never felt this way about any other person in my whole life. I like you mary. I want to use a stronger word than "like". "like" seems so weak for me to use In the situation I am in, and how I am feeling. Let me explain.


I was still in st. joes when you came along when I first saw u.Ever since then, I tried to do whatever I could to try to get to know you. Through these years you've helped me with things that I don't think I could go to anyone else to. And after talking to you about it, it made me feel like I was getting to know you better. Until my freshman formal came around and I asked renee to it. I know this seems like a long time ago, but it's still on my mind. Everyday since then, I really regret not asking you. I was too nervous, and scared to ask. and then how after I told you renee probably wasn’t going, then said you could go with me. And to crush you by telling you renee was going, after all, hurt me so bad. There were no words to explain what I went through when it happened. Not that I didn’t wanna go with renee, it was just that I feel it was a huge mistake not asking you.


I "like" you more for your personality. For the person you really are. A beautiful person who would go out of their way just to comfort someone.. I could go on forever telling you how you've influenced me and how you somewhat changed my life, in a good way. I see you just about everyday. And each day, it killed me more and more because of something telling me to let you know how I feel. Mary, its not that I wanna "get" with you. It's nothing like that at all. It's I like I want to get to know you better . Like I wanna hang out with you. Everytime that I would see your name online, my eyes would light up, and I would get an awesome feeling in my stomach. When I see you, I just get so happy. Sometimes when I don’t talk to you for a long period of time, I get depressed and don't know what to do. And everytime that I did talk to you face to face, I wouldn’t know what to say. I hope you realize what I'm saying here. I've just been so scared to tell you how much you mean to me. Writing this letter is the only thing that I could think of that would truly let you know what I'm going through. Please don't just read this and forget about it. This letter means the world to me, and so do you.


Your Friend, Matt McGowan

I read the first line, then got bored. Don't tell me this is an 'over-the-internet' type of asking out. *sigh*

dood, just ask her out...

Oh My Gooooooooood *giggles* are you???? Holy shit *giggle and a group scream* do it, just do it! Ag!

[Matt McGowan]

what?

i hand wrote this letter

and put it in her locker with a rose

[Anthropophagus]

Spencer, youll never be with a girl, so keep giggling

sure and the only way you will get with a girl is if you pay for it.

http://dms100.org/worksucks

this is what i have to say to you.


*giggle* my 1000th post *giggles and toots*

[NoTiOn]

Ride on!

[Anthropophagus]

if i pay for it? phew, good comeback. so anyway, entirely ignoring Crabb's post... Matt, how did you think that convo went? from my perspective, i thought she was treating it with less importance than it deserved. maybe you were happy with the response?

Shut up

[Anthropophagus]

stop crying, Crabb. youll get a boyfriend eventually

[Sinarach]

That's a pretty nice letter there Matt.

But what's important now is how she responds.

Please keep us informed of what happens.

matt said she is not interested in him. that sucks, but there are always ways.

[NearHi]

Yea Matt, I wish I could feel that way.... I prolly never will.... I am discovering that I really don't want to start a realationship, anythime soon, this is strange for me. Or maybe it is what I want to deny... It's because girls I really dont like, like me. Hmmm, anyway, I have started to hate my best female friend... cuz she got pissed at ME because my FRIEND wouldn't give her a ride to skool... fuckin bitch...

ok, matt. i listen to Love Line a LOT. and some girls, they may like this kind of stuff. they're think it's cute.... i guess. but many other girls get freaked out. you shouldn't go all out and write a really long letter explaining how much you're in love with a girl or something. or something. actually, i don't know.

here, call love line: 1-800-LOVE-191

yeah. it's a coast to coast radio show across TEH USA.
They give better advice than I. but i doubt you'll get through. and if you do and you get to talk to Dr. Drew and Adam Corrola (teh hosts, and yes, that's THE adam from the Man Show), before they hang up on you, scream " HI GREG, I LOVE YOU!"... so i'll know it's you... yes... wait... don't.

[Matt McGowan]

well, here is how it went, i had a convo with her

here it is: (by the way, im not gonna reveal her s/n cuz newbies might be like, "YOU SHOULD GET WITH MCGOWAN!")

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: did u get my letter?

Mary: hey

Mary: yea i did

Mary: that was so sweet matt

Mary: tahnkssomuch

Mary: im gonna let the rose dry so icankeep it :-)

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: well, i couldnt go on much longer without lettin u know all that

Mary: aw, well im glad u gotit all out

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: when u read it, how did u feel

Mary: i duno.. i was touched i mean no one's ever said that stuff 2 me

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: really thats how much u mean to me, i really cant express it as much as i did in the letter

Mary: aw, matt i just dont know what to say lol. i was taken by surprise

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: well

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i did tell u a while ago, that i sorta did like u

Mary: i feel like that was in 7th er 8th grade..?

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i think

Mary: i guess i figured u were over it. cuz it was gradeschool

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: yeah, i sorta did give it too u all at once

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: sorry if it was too much of a surprise

Mary: its ok dont b sorry

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i feel like we'll talk about this for a while, n then it'll fade away, n it'll be back to where it was before, just an occasional "hi" once a day

Mary: whatcha mean bythat...

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: sorta like before, when we would talk alot, remember back in the day, when u'd be on alot, n we talked about so much, n then our convos started to die down, n then we didnt talk for a while n the only words we'd say were "hi" n "cya"

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: ya know what i mean?

Mary: yeai geuss

Mary: do i give off like a vibd though?

Mary: liek u knwo im always there 4 u right?

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: of course

Mary: well tahts good

Mary: sorry if i seem i dfuno untalkktive

Mary: this yr has beeen realllly tough

Mary: stress wise tahts all

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: dont be

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: it my fault

Mary: its just i duno i take on n too mcuh n im afriad 2 admit it

Mary: what.. cno no no faults

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: there were so many opportunites i could have talked to

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: you

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: ya know, but then i see u n its like "there she is, its mary" n i'd get like really nervous, n like butterflies n all, ya know? thats how strongly i felt about u

Mary: awww matt i relaly had noidea

Mary: im 2 oblivious 2 the world 2 pick up on anything .. lol i never even keep track o weather or das!

Mary: serisouly it tok my bro 10 mintues 2 make me realize today wasnt wednesday!

Mary: WEDNESDAY!


MaTT McGOWANSAYS: lol

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i didnt know u had all that goin on

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i knew u were in prolife

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n csc

Mary: n student council

Mary: n cheif ediotr of newspaper

Mary: n thats all my time

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n student council

Mary: i nliev @ school

Mary: ive been there till 11

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: what

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: dont u think thats a lil too much

Mary: n i haev 3 hon. classes... in them r belfonte n nies. n sr. bio

Mary: n i haev cyo bball

Mary: n im varsity girls maganer

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: me too

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: cyo

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: tell me, did n e one else see whta i wrote to u

Mary: nopes. o well marisa was there when i opended my locker. but she knwe bout iti think from sean. i dint read it though till after newspaper

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: the next day, i didnt think u read it, cause like, honestly, i thought that u were gonna call or sumthin, n the place i put it in ur locker, it was sorta hidin

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n sorry for how short the rose was , i was tryin to get it out n it popped off on the wrong place

Mary: hahaa. its cool

Mary: yeaim really sorry. i serisouly meant 2 email u

Mary: but taht night i got home @ like 6:30, ate n i had a huge eng. test next day

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i just thought maybe that since i poured all that out to u, u just coulda said sumthin

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n o friday

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: when i said hi, i didnt know u got it

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: thats why i didnt realli say anything

Mary: o ikm sorrymatt when i c u. i come rightoutta sr. bios' class... n go 2 rivers

Mary: the only thing on my midn is wutthe hell did i just learn, n ythe hell didnt i do my history hmwrk

Mary: im reayl sorry

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: its ok, all im hopin for is that we'll still be good friends for a long time, ya know

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: thats like the whole intention of everything i said

Mary: yea. def. matt u kow taht

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i wanna tell u so much more of how much u mean, but i dont wanna let it all out cuz i dont want it to be too much for u

Mary: aw matt its ok

Mary: if thts better 4u then iid rather u just feel betterbout it uknow

Mary: its up 2 u

Mary: im just sorryim nota fast responder

Mary: i haev this rivers thingn i hate the french revolution

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: dont worry about how fast u respond

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: just as long as i know ur listenin

Mary: ye im hear

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: for me, wrting the letter was a milestone in my life because, u've been the person i've thought about the most, ever... i've liked girls before, but not THIS much, n i like you for more of who u are

Mary: aw, wow. i've never been part of a milestone befre imhonored.. hehe

Mary: u alive

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: yeah

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: im just tryin to type everything i have to say in the right way

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: theres like a million diff things i wanna say

Mary: aw ist cool take ur teim

Mary: i just thoguh u were um iduno thinking i wasnt listenign

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i wish there was a thought tranferring machine cuz i cant put mine into words

Mary: lol

Mary: i wish there was a history project making machine

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i have alot to say but i dont want u to think like "oh man, he's obsessed" or "yikes, i better back off NOW"

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: lol

Mary: lol

Mary: its cool

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: nah, but i think ur just sayin that

Mary: ok... well idont wanan make u uncomfy

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: alright

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: let's see

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: there was my cali vaca., when i was gone for two weeks, n while i was there, i would see the most awesome things, like the sun settin over the pacific ocean, or like lookin at all the lights n vegas n all n sayin to myself everytime, how much better would this be if mary was here

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: but on the other hand, if u were there, i wouldnt know what to say

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: like, face to face

Mary: awww, i love cali! hehe

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: havent u noticed that we've never had a long convo

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: talkin face to face

Mary: umm i guess

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: wow

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i feel so much better

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i've been waiting for this for so long

Mary: aw well im glad then

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: not that i wrote the letter, but that u realize everything i said, after this, i know, ill still be the human jitterbug around u

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: lremenber that day

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i showed u the demerits i got

Mary: hhaha

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: by ur locker

Mary: yea

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: didnt u notice how the paper was shaking

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n i had to hold it with 2 handa

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: hands

Mary: haha no or amybei thoguhtu were like flickign it aroudn

Mary: lol

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n please keep that letter, n if we ever stop talkin to each other, like when i go to college, read it again, n let it remind u that i still feel the same about u, always

Mary: awww. yea def. of course iwill

Mary: well listen i gota put my away emsasge on

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: i was just aobut to say bye

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: cuz i gotta go too

Mary: n i dont want u 2 think i r-u-nn-oft... so im gonna say ill ttyl, k.

Mary: o aighty

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: n that right now

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: im sooo happy

Mary: :-) yeaa aim happy ur happy

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: thanks ALOT

Mary: not a prob

MaTT McGOWANSAYS: g'nite

Mary: nite

[BAN]

imagine if she watchs ur 3dmm racist movies
lol

but seriously, what's gonna happend now? does she like u back? WHAT

heh, that's awesome mcgowan. i wish girls over here were that nice. If someone over here were to do that, they'd get soooOOOOooOOooOOO made fun of. DAMN DOOD. when'd you come to cali? WHEN I!!??!? BGNID DEAR GOOCO!!.......

[NearHi]

DAMNIT! I SO ENVY YOO NOW MATT! I want to experience love likr that! FUCK! .... and deep down I know how it feels, it came to me in a dream believe it or not. I JUST WISH I HAD A GIRL I FELT LIKE THAT ABOUT! DAMN YOO!

Well, good luck with her. Keep us informed... maybe you could introduse her to 3dmm... but naw, das prolly a big turn off..... and then you two could get MARRIED IN THE 3DMM BOARD!!


*looks around*


*starts sweating*

Or not....

[Sinarach]

Haha "Mary" is just as dyslexic as me on ICQ.

Anyway- I don't think that went well at all. The impression I got was that she ignoring the letter and pretend to never get it at all.

Bad Sign.

If she would of felt the same way- I'd image she would be just as flustered as you were writing it, but she seems as if she wasn’t. This either means she discomfortable with your commitment in her or she is a boring no-fun girl.

She should have gone out of the way to call you, or even email you- but she didn't and is now making excuses for herself.

I think she is feeling very awkward- I got the impression that she might be avoiding you.

That's the problem with letters- it's a one sided story, and if she doesn't like she is seeing halfway through- you can't stop her reading. Where as in conversation- you can tell if she doesn't want to hear it (through her actions) and can discontinue half way on. (Takes more guts though).



If she is your only prospect, the one you're thinking about day and night, you keep playing different scenarios of approaching her and making her like you in your mind over and over again - that's called desperation. And it'll show. She's going to see it (consciously or subconsciously) and nothing repels girls more than a desperate guy.

I mean, try to make a move on ten more girls you see- and tell me if you are still as interested as you are with "Mary".

[BAN]

There's Something About Mary

[Lmac]

Damn you Ban! I was just about to write that

[Prof Spaz]

ahahahah that letter is so cheesy

i think it would make a great movie

her reading it out as your by the window as shes reading it you jump in and rape her ahahahahahahaahahahahaha

oh how i laugh

mary poppins

[Steve Astill]

Matt the smooth talker.